Rora sleeps soon.

haha von you remember this camera?

well i got it fixed and now it works :)
that was my first digital camera! it has lots of sentimental value...and now my arm is itchy. anyways, i scanned a few pictures that got developed but i still have tons more to develop -_- here are the nice ones that got scanned anyways;

Yvonne loves.

Have you ever felt so exhausted that you find that even when your mind consists of countless thoughts and words or sentences, somehow these things won't come out of your mouth? I guess you could say that's how I felt last night, and I really don't know why. Lack of sleep maybe, but I'm surprised at how obvious I was because everyone kept telling me I looked tired.

Well, maybe I am tired.. tired of what is going on, or what has been going on, I'm not so sure myself. I am so happy to have a friend like Angelyn Choo because God has blessed me with such a wonderful friend like her. I can tell her my craziest ideas and she'll support me! I can even tell her random things that may seem inappropriate but really isn't. I don't think we have ever fought before which I find pretty cool, and half the time, we agree with each other more than disagree. Conversation never runs dry with her, except when we're really tired I suppose. We inspire each other and sometimes she keeps me back on my feet, and I really thank her for that.

Recently both of us have the same view on a certain subject, and I really cannot do this by myself. I guess we can be wannabes and call ourselves the "TRANSFORMERS!" hahaha and we are all about a God who is all about the people! (Yeah we even have our own motto, cool right? I know! hahaha) and well, it's like, sometimes I look around, and I ask myself, "where are the people?" sometimes I think the world lacks of real people, you know? like people who are so crazily passionate about what they do, what they think, and their views and motives. It seems like people are so caught up with what is "popular/new" these days, that they seem to forget the pure meaning of it all. I have all these thoughts with me, and sometimes all I need is to share them with a friend who may not agree, but understands the whole concept of it all. Come to think about it, all of us are in need of people who will step in the boat with us, and ride. We cannot just merely stare at the subject itself, and we cannot run from it aswell. We can't attack it, because it might explode into something even worse- an explosion of misunderstandings, lack of knowledge, absence of the heart. We need to treat it with care, hoping and praying that it will slowly heal through our prayers with Him. Whilst doing this, we must never forget to check ourselves- to confirm that we are not lying to our own self, to check our motives and assets, our attitudes towards what we are really doing.. yakno, all that stuff. Make sure our heart is in the right place, and make sure that Jesus is in it. We cannot be self-centered people, we have to be God-centered people! I can't wait to see this subject transform into something bigger and better, and all we are doing this for is for the King who deserves it all. Someone worth sacrificing for, Someone worth our time, Someone who has loved us from the beginning and still loves us up to this day, and will love us forever- Jesus. It's all about Him, and He has given us a spirit of power, love and self-discpiline, not a spirit of timidity. We've got POWER, we'll USE IT! We've got LOVE, we'll SPREAD IT! We've got self-discipline, we'll SHOW and TEACH! Sometimes people are so scared to speak up, because we are afraid of what people will say about us. Sometimes we are even so contempted with where we are, and we should never be- always strive for something that is better than where we are right now. Sometimes people are so afraid they may lose people, or things along the way. These are the doubts that are in our mind most of the time, and sometimes we just need to push them alongside for a moment and face reality. REALITY is the truth, it is what is right infront of our very eyes- misread and misinterpret it any way you like but it will always be the truth and sometimes the truth hurts and isn't all that good. It's time that we SPEAK UP and ACT!

Sometimes... all you need is someone to step in the boat with you, and you know you're destined for something much better, for He the biggest dreamer of all, has given us dreams for several reasons. It's time that I see my dreams taking place, and in the end, knowing that it is all because of Him.

Yvonne thanks Rora

Hey Rora, I know I can never be bothered to like email you or whatever but yeah just wanted to say I got your loverly postcard from Tokyo, Japan and it really made my day today :) thank you so much! Chris read it and said your handwriting is so ugly AHHAhaha! and he couldn't make out what you were trying to say to me hahaha BUT ANYWAYS, besides that, thank you thank you and yes that is going somewhere n my wall, but not sure where. Maybe I'm gonna staple it in my journal :) I miss you so much and I got loadsa things to tell you. Oh and I have important stuff to tell you too bout December.. I got some of my own plans going on so yeah. Talk to you about it soon ok? My piano exam is coming soon and I'm not at all ready dude :( anyway I really hope to talk to you soon, I'm sure you're having a great time in JAPAN!!! haha LOVEYOU

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so faniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii MAN I LOVE IT HERE I REALLY DO!!!
aww i'm so hungry right now! i just ate some pringles. they were the best pringles i've ever had.

ok all that was yesterday and now i'm taking aobut today. mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i bought some nice things :)))))))

i bought stuff from a sanrio store, stationery from tokyo hands ermmmm and something really nice from this other store lol. :D:D:D will post pictures another timeeee!!

Yvonne is happy!

It's amazing how sometimes we can forget "the old friends" and replace them with the "new" whom we've met just recently. It's times like these where the old ones have taken a backseat into your life and you let the new ones come in and share more common interests together, laugh a little louder with each other, share more secrets and then you start to forget the old friends. After all those years, the new ones somehow still beat you, even though it's only been a few months and all. Don't you just find this so upsetting? because I do.

Well my friend Chris Kang finally decided to be my friend again and to talk to me ystrday night, after 8 months! so I'm glad :) so sad lah that guy, even read my blog and memorize every single thing "he looks gay and...." (mositofu) and I'm so excited cuz he's gonna be in my schedule for the whole week!! woot!! He'll be coming to acts, prayer meeting, service, etcetc.. I'm happy :)

I can't wait for AFC's TALENTIME!! although I am quite nervous now just thinking about it. I'm heading over to starmakers with bryant, his friend and melissa to get myself a new steel acoustic guitar. Hopefully a black one hehe or a white one (if there is even such a thing..) well I hope my mum just approves when the amount totals up!

Things are going so great for me, and you know.. like Miko said, life does get more exciting with Jesus! that's FO SHO man :) Hmm I gotta brush up my guitar skillzzzz and learn more chords than I know right now! hahaha gonna be handy-dandy in the future if ya kno what I mean ;) HE HE HE.

Piano has been alright, but I basically 'flunked' my scales the other day when my teacher tested me, I need to spend more time with my piano. Clearly 4hours aint enough, but I'm trying. I've got another lesson tomorrow afternoon, so yeah I hope I'll be prepared. I've got chinese class tonight, and I'm not so sure if I'm going :\ decisions decisions decisions...

So what's new with me? well I cut my hair the other night at around 3am just cause I was really impatient and couldnt wait for my mum to take me to the salon anymore (cuz we always delay it) so I just cut my hair myself. I just wanted to get rid of my bangs, so I made it shorter which I think looks nicer now.. but you know, some people (ahem friends) didnt notice hahaha but its OKAY! I really like it :) I'm getting back to my 'straight hair' again haha by actually spending more time blow drying my hair!

One of my bestest friends, Gayle (who lives in America now) is in Philippines right now visiting her family, and I hope that she will make it over to Brunei, it's been 6 years since I last saw her! I really miss her. I really miss pukar too!

Well... I have finally decided to make things not about me this time, and it's working! I have said what I wanted to say, I have helped (in one way or another), and now I really don't care what's going on :) I may be too straight forward sometimes and honest, but hey that's who I am. Like Angel warned me, being too honest may result in bad/good consequences but I'm willing to face that cuz I just gotta speak the truth. In this situation and this time, I did... and he listened, and he knows, and that's great man, it feels great cuz I can finally sleep at night without thinking about it. This time I have my heart set out for Jesus only, and for all the lost. This time, temporary love and cliche sayings and feelings can take a backseat, because I know I'm made out for something wayyyy better than all of this! I did my part, I tried already, and now I just don't care anymore, I just wish people would stop talking! STOP STOP STOP! It's unhealthy. Kthxbye!

Yvonne gets baptized!

I, Yvonne Lim Yee Won, choose to get baptized today (18/7/07) because I want to set a commitment to die to the world, the flesh, and the devil, and live for God alone. I am ready t live a new life in the power of the Holy Spirit. I choose to put death to my old nature, my old ways, habits and lifestyles. I am now ready to live fully for Him.