Monday, December 24, 2007

Y - "matter of time"

Random places I've been to and people I've been seeing for the past few days.















"THE PROMISE" was awesome, praise God the place was filled! Being an usher is no joke man, but it was a cool experience. The car ride on the way to KB last night was interesting and hectic, and let me tell you, it was thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis interesting (and more). Loads of gay moments and tackles, titillating and hitting, air drumming, and gawping over mobile phones and same old text messages.. yeah, that was pretty much it. "Running away" by Midnight Hour (yea, i betcha downloading it now :P) played numerous times during the journey.. and I've grown to love it now, despite how emo it is.

I love it when the room is filled with voices saying that one same prayer; hearts crying out their heavenly Father. Somehow this lights up a spark inside my heart.. maybe it's the way the voices echo, or the notion that God is listening to us, and all of us are coming together in agreement. Whatever it is, it causes joy inside my heart each time..

Our friends are important.. mainly cause they have a huge impact on our lives, and also the connections we have. It's important to choose your friends. I guess I have mine.. although I've been constantly keeping myself open to certain people I know I shouldn't be socializing with, I've had enough of it already.. and at around 4am last night I finally decided that this time, I'm really all for Him, which is why I somehow 'cut off' a certain friend in my life. It is only by His strength that I get to do these things.. :) I know I made the right choice this time.


Psalms 119:1-8

1 Blessed are they whose ways are blameless,
who walk according to the law of the LORD.

2 Blessed are they who keep his statutes
and seek him with all their heart.

3 They do nothing wrong;
they walk in his ways.

4 You have laid down precepts
that are to be fully obeyed.

5 Oh, that my ways were steadfast
in obeying your decrees!

6 Then I would not be put to shame
when I consider all your commands.

7 I will praise you with an upright heart
as I learn your righteous laws.

8 I will obey your decrees;
do not utterly forsake me.

Psalms 119: 46-48

I will speak of your statutes before kings
and will not be put to shame,

47 for I delight in your commands
because I love them.

48 I lift up my hands to [c] your commands, which I love,
and I meditate on your decrees.


Rora posts probably her last post of 2007.

Hahahaha the subject makes me sound like i'm about to die or something. ANYWAYS here are some stupid pictures of greatgreatgreat people from our christmas service at church. Enjoy! :)


































Thursday, December 20, 2007

Y: "matter of time"

Random pictures from my phone.











for cambridge:)







Where is everyone? I miss my friends! So happy Bernardo is back!!! Rora will be staying for 2 weeks in Brunei next July :D can't wait can't wait! I know I am always boasting about our friendship.. but please, I'm just so glad to be blessed with such a kickass friend like her! I remember the first time you brought me to a Christian shop, and I bought The Message Remixxxxx cause it was shiny and bright. I think I have a tendency to pick out vibrant and shiny things, like, Tormented Soul (dota) haha! In the midst of a world full of weird people, I am so thankful to have a friend like you :D When people don't understand, you do!

I need to be in the presence with good company once again! I miss Matthew. It's always with him that I do all my spontaneous acts with.. I miss you dude, wherever you are right now.. Perth kliah? Sometimes people just don't get it. When you tell them to stop, because things are annoying.. and it can really get to you sometimes but whatever, just let it go. This is soo random, but I remember a friend of mine told me, when someone talks like you, do the things you do, have the things you have... take it as a compliment :D hahaha smart, really.

I feel bad when I have to actually force myself to laugh, or pretend to listen when I suddenly just wander off somewhere else in the middle of a conversation.. I dunno, it's like only certain things get my attention. I don't like boring conversation. I don't like boring people. I mean, who does man!? haha I suppose that's why I love talking to Darren so much.. he's always filling my brain with new and interesting things. Then I fill his with all this nonsense and music and hormones and all. It's a good mix, rly. So blessed to have a friend like him! I really don't know why I never notice certain people the first time.. it's only like, several months later then I know of them. I swear, at the beginning of this year, I was like, "DARREN WHO?" haha if you put Darren and Pukar in a jar, they would get along like cheese and peanut butter. I MISS PUKAR!!
"I miss the metro... or maybe I just miss you"

Again, soooooo excited for Christmas!! :D Can't wait for the play, and for the day itself! So excited to start my new adventure with my twin Kai Wen! hahaha "Kai Wen and Yi Wen reporting for duty, and would you like fries with that?" *bigsmile* hahaha.

I'm excited :) You should totally meet the GOD I serve, He is definitely a God of Wonders! ahhh I love Him so much :) I know He's gonna make everything fine again!