It's 7:51pm.
My flight is @ 10.30pm.
I just finished packing!
Am off to Philippines for a few days to attend my grandma's funeral.
Haha, you would think of me to be filled with grief and all... like normal people are supposed to feel when experiencing a death of a loved one, but surprisingly... am, happy!! I know fo'sho that my Lolapin has gone to be with the LORD, and I know she's in a place where everything's just... right, and good :) Her suffering has finally come to an end, and I know she's in a better place. I'm not saying that just for the sake of saying it, but I really think so :)
Paul's words have just encouraged me so much in the past week or so. Let's just say things are so insane for me right now! School work is OVERRRRR, and the amount of work that I have to do in Philippines is OVERRRRR, and with some hu-ha at home (nothing too extreme tho), and with the death of my grandma... everything's wayyyy OVERRRR! than I can handle! With exams coming up, my head is OVERRRR its like BOILING man! haha
but!
2 Corinthians 8-10
8Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
I have been so crazily tired this whole week, and my body is physically exhausted as well.. AS Music is driving me crazy and I am not loving it that much, can't even begin to imagine what A2 Music will be like! I've tried to do it on my own, but the more I try, the less I accomplish because I simply cannot do it without Him. I've realized and learned that we should always put our trust in God... surrender everything to Him. Forget about everything else for a minute. Whatever essay, assignment, overdued work, or perhaps a friend,.. whatever or whoever it may be, just let it all go, and just focus on Him. Breathe. Focus on the One that gave it all for us. He is the strength of my heart and my portion forever :) (psalms).
Having my cousin, Lee Simon here was just awesome. He enjoyed his 2 weeks stay and I will never forget our praise and worship sessions haha and just talking to God :) I've learned a lot from my cousin who is still a young believer O_O and I can't wait to go to Victory church in Philippines! YAYYY Sunday service! :) but I miss Ps.Pete's preaching sosomuch.
I'm looking forward to seeing my wonderful Yapchulay family, and though as hectic it may get over there, I wanna be a blessing to all my family members and friends there :) cuz I know I was called out to shine for Him! in the dark places :D
Its 8.01pm, I gotta run!! God bless Y"ALL!! :D